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Friday, January 12, 2007

&sometimesshejustwantstohide

shes back and shes worse than ever =]

nah jokes xD im back guys .. actually i was back like 3 days ago ? i miss you guys . cant wait til school .. i hate staying at home and this place drives me insane . honestly , i'd rather be back in melbourne cos sometimes it feels like i can just forget about my life . anyways i dont know what im talking about =]

another two and a half weeks , then its studying hard , year 11 baby =D !

missing the rest of the fcukologists . <3

missyNC .

Posted at 1/12/2007 1:03:25 pm by susie__liciOus
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Sunday, January 07, 2007

ATT: BLOG MY DEARS ='(

george - such a fool

NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD BE ME.

╗ how was NYE for everyone ? it was only a fraction of FCUKOLOGYTM.. what a shame. hope the others enjoyed their last minutes of `06. i sure did. =) but since then i've been working agains ! hahas.. it's not that bad really.. just tiring. every single dayy.. not really a productive holidays for us fcuks.. we havn't even had an official outting since NOV. boy does that feel like a long time away now.
anyways, just thought i'd resurrect this blog. have some plans about changing layout & updating photos etc etc. but all in good time when i'm not busy. and poor pals.. =( they gotta start school in about a week ! babes, goodluck in the start of our HSC years. you guys get a head start ! LOLS. and when you guys aint tired or studying your butts off holla at us so we can go out. maybe if we made an official date ? where everyone's comfortable with ? LOLS that's gonna be a huge hassle but i'm down for it if yous are.. cause i miss you guys. highlight of holies with you guys so far was scoffing down my bloody waffles on NYE right before fireworks and how wendy & i ran the Olympics to Circular Quay from bloody Darling Harbour. (where a certain somebody is employed at [: )
trying to make this long puahahs. not doing too well at it.. wait i have something ! * the light bulb ontop of susie's head which is dusty and near broken lights up* =) hahas apparently people can now receive orgasms from finding out they have the same name as somebody else. yes, it's NOUVEAU (new in french) bloody idiot. LOLS.. lily knows who i'm bagging out. yea okay it's kinda slack but i got nothing better to do. hahas kids.. =.=" and we were like that a few years ago.. wait were we ? LOLS.. well when we resume school in `07, i think i'll have a few new things i can show yous =) been biting the wild side these days.. and yea did a few out there kind of things but all in all .. experience was good.
watched n a p o l e o n d y n a m i t e with my lovely kiddos again, earlier. love my kiddos ( referring to my siblings here) especially william, puahah he hates it when i kiss him but i LURRVVEE it. trying to find some time to take them B2S shopping ! >< gotta go through not 4 but 5 sets of pencils & pencil cases.. school bags and etc etc. LOLS since christina is starting school. haha have you seen her school dress ? it's so SMALL. like even i wasn't that small when i was that age. she thinks she's king shit now that she's gonna start school haha.. kids.. I LOVE THEM. i saw the cutest little boy whilst working.. and i had some disagreement talk with a somebody bout having a family. LOLS ! truthfully i want lots of kids.. but i havn't got the energy and willpower for it ROFL anyways.. enough about that..
48 days 'til MANIC =) i'm bloody excited.

REMEMBER : we need a FCUK get together ASAP.

Posted at 1/7/2007 10:09:05 pm by susie__liciOus
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Friday, December 29, 2006

i'm backkk

yo yo!!

i'mm backkkk from the sunshine state!!.. LOL.

MERRY LATE CHRISTMAS!!.. oh and HAPPY NEW YEAR too!! MY LOVELY FCUKOLOGISTS!!

QLDS was fun
though the days there seems to be much much much longer than in sydney
1 hour seem to go soooo slow
btw did you know that qlds is an hour back from sydney?.. how strange?
i stayed @ a hotel accross the beach.. HOW AWESOME is that??
i miss you guys heaps
hope that u've planned something for the new years HEHEH
havent been in contact since the holidayss!..
too lazy to go on msn.. been sleeping and eating like a fat pig
i'm not even working haha and its the holidays i should be!!.. AiYA.. LAZY ME

and nows i'm lazy to blog.. will update later

love you all heaps and heaps
xoxo
j3nstAr

Posted at 12/29/2006 3:08:44 pm by susie__liciOus
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Monday, December 25, 2006

she's getting with the time.

cascada - truly madly deeply

THINK TWICE `CAUSE YOU GOT A LONG WAY TO GO

╗ MERRY CHRISTMAS FCUKOLOGISTS & FELLOW FRIENDS ! =) just finished wrapping presents for my family.. haha & i'm taking the kiddies to watch HAPPY FEET (which i was an extra in ;]) on boxing day, GOSHNESS! mumble is soo adorabe ! first week of holies gone already... time ~~flies~~ zooms by so fast. another 6 more for us to go. GRREAT.. (sensing the sarcasm there?)
lols work work work.. that's all i've been doing.. hope you're having fun at vietnam like you say you are thu ! & jenjens hurry back ! =) for all the other fcukologists busily working and whatnot.. I MISS YOUS ! but nye is coming soon and no doubt we're gonna party our butts off. =)P hahas.
bui.. i'm going to kill ya ! she got me hooked on the LILY O'BRIENS chocolates. they're the sex mans ! it's pure indulgence.. i went to buy a box for myself today.. they only had the toffee one left.. ='( really wanted the truffle one.. haha but ohwell.. still taste nice.
another day at work =) apparently my bosom buddy & i were gonna get terminated =/ for leaving our bloody storeroom open on friday. blehs. that sucked but luckily we didn't get any written warnings or terminated.. other wise i'd have to force myself to look for another job. anyways.. was a busy body today. got the front organised and went to help out the back and then did my burger close. i wasn't as grrumpy as i normally was but some people.. (like myself, i have to admit) are so impatient. like there was a chic waiting for a burger. just a few minutes ago i told her and this other man that it was a 1minute wait.. and i went to the back to check if its up.. and then she goes

chic ; "excuse me, like how long will it be ?"
susie ; " i told you, a minute.."
chic ; "yea, you said that like two minutes ago"
susie ; "yea sorry. it won't be much longer." rolls eyes.

and i walked off. not gonna cop impatient bitches. like seriously .. do you think anything i say or do is gonna make the food cook faster ? and like they don't understand that if it takes 1minute to cook it takes another minute or two to take it out and bring it to the front & actually make the bloody burger. she should try working here in rush hours. like stupid people. if you can't wait fuck off. seriously... and she gave me attitude so i gave her attidude. like go shove another stick up your arse.
&& what was super funny today was these two old days.. (in their 40's i presume) were full having a quarrel ! ROFL. "fat bitch!" .. "yea, come say it to my face" ROFL ahah full bagging each other out and shit. LOLS highlight of my day.
can't wait til post christmas sales & stocktake ! =) gonna shop my balls off for summer things.. anyways.. gonna head off..
ohh ~ happy 1month anno to tina&michael ! <3 cuteness !
somebody else PLEASE blog ?

Posted at 12/25/2006 12:09:57 am by susie__liciOus
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Monday, December 11, 2006

so motherfucking cutting

memories only hurt when they are reminded of .

i dont know why im feeling like this ? it hurts . and i miss you guys . miss the full circle . i feel like shit and theres 4 day left til we return to school next year with 5 of us . a semi circle . geez . i cant fucking wait ..
=( just dont know anymore . i cant sleep , and what happens ? i think . gosh ! think about pathetic shit too . shit that cant be changed and never will change and i hate myself for acting this way and for feeling this way .
decided what i want for xmas already ; to crawl under a rock and die .
great . just absofknlutely great

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.  ..   x/3       .
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       ..        .

                 just shattered .

Posted at 12/11/2006 8:28:37 pm by susie__liciOus
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Wednesday, December 06, 2006

she's been abandoned !

k ; only human

LOVING SOMEONE IS TIRING & IT HURTS BUT IT'S SOMETHING I WON'T STOP.

╗ tsk tsk ! my dear fcuks, the blog is yet abandoned.. ='( no recent comments, posts or blogs ! since like november ? puahahs anyways.. CHRISTMAS is drawing near.. =) & we have yet to plan our FCUKS XMAS BASH`06. how exciting it will be.
anywayss i'm in a jolly golly mood today.. even though i'm tired as.. i'm not PMSed.. O=) hahass i actually went to school today.. missed the girls heaps ! we had the movie excursion to watch LITTLE MISS SUNSHINE, really motivating movie. nancy the sped wouldn't stop laughing.. you turn to your side and you see her cracking up. (yep, that tiny girl has issues =P) after just ate lunch at livo and legged it back to school. bludged for the rest of the day.. & then later the girls decided to consult livo for temporary careers.. i wouldn't mind The Emporium. =) but it's downstairs.. diagonal to nancy.. (oh great! nah jokes dear, I LOVE YOU) i really don't know what to do with my career.. i just started my traineeship at my current occupation.. don't know if it was a good idea.. btu if i don't like then i won't continue it.. but my eyes are still open for any jobss so holla @ me !
while they went jobsearching maggie and i went to buy christmas pressies. i bought my daddy a JAG wallet & my mum some new hairdryer .. think i'll buy her something else aswell. tomorrow i'm going to go buy the kids' presents.. i thought it was gonna be simple.. but so many choices !
at work it was fun fun fun.. was abit uspet cause Ray was upset but she soon got better.. i got pushed on crates and a trolley by Ray today around the food court =) heheh was funn ! and i didn't have to train any new trainees =) that makes susie a happy chap !
oh yea THU ! if you're reading this.. i DEMAND you to blog over there OKAY ? we wanna know what fun we're missing out on.. no excuses.. cause having access to the net is cheaper over there hahas.

Posted at 12/6/2006 8:46:43 pm by susie__liciOus
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Wednesday, November 22, 2006

the square ;

WE BELONG TOGETHER.

╗ ; talk about a dying blog, ='[ anyways it's period 3 on a gay wednesday. and we're doing that stupid "ALL MY OWN WORK" crap that is "MANDATORY" according the to school and BOS. =/ vira is sleeping next to me on my left and maggie is occupied on the computer with shimene on my right. today at lunch it wil be jus "the square", not a circle, just a square. on monday it was a damn triangle.. ='( it really sucks..
hopefully we have the time of our lives on friday night. to temporarily end a good year. & nancy, i feel your pain. everyday it hurts more and things are going to be so different from now but i think this is how it's meant to be for the time being.
i love yous my beloved fcukologists x's infinity + one. =)

Posted at 11/22/2006 9:35:46 am by susie__liciOus
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Friday, November 17, 2006

...

this sucks . it really does . knowing thats its the last time we're gona be siiting down together , all 10 of us , at that exact spot . it hurts </3 , i dont wnat to think about it and i feel empty . i dont want to go through the same thing again , with margaret , then vira next >< '' . jenny and lilys already gone . next year , it'll just be half of us . im gona miss you guys . a lot

i love you forever & ever & ever & ever & ever & ever & ever & ever & ever & ever & ever & ever & ever & ever & ever & ever & ever & ever & ever & ever & ever & ever & ever & ever & ever & ever & ever & ever .......

='(

Posted at 11/17/2006 6:55:33 pm by susie__liciOus
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Thursday, November 16, 2006

the ending of a start

we went through first two weeks of this term in tears . but we got through it . and then days on and days off , we realised that half of us is leaving . well . today is gona be our last 6 hrs in school together . i want to go to school today , yet i dont want to face the departure .

yeah . it'll be like a reunion on maggies then another one on our formal . last minute arrangements , a chat celebration , but it'll be the best one . just as long as theres smiling faces , everythings worth it . but before the formal comes close ..

our road splits here . the one journey , with 1o paths . i dont want to rant on about the stuff we blogged down months ago so i wont . to the girls that are leaving , good luck and i'll miss you .

`` love for the SISTERhood.

im hoping that none of you guys would read this til after the formal . since its abandoned and since i dont want to talk about it anymore to you guys , i might as well jst express some things .

everythings gona be different . were gona stay the same but . okay ?! its a pinky promise *

Posted at 11/16/2006 11:29:31 pm by susie__liciOus
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

she's breaking down !

jay chou ; faraway

A CHAPTER ENDS VERY SOON, BUT THE STORY CONTINUES..

╗ ; even though i didn't show it as much as i liked myself to, i enjoyed saturday night. i hope my dearests did too. i'm terribly sorry things weren't as super smooth as it should've been. you all looked fuckable, if only i was legal then.. oh well i'm legal now so yay for me =). sweet sixteen, guess i'm no little girl anymore am i ? a journey awaits my arrival and i know it's not the end of the year yet but i'm no doubt gonna cherish every moment we've had these years. don't know if i thanked yous for being there when i felt like trash or being there when i felt like a star so here it goes..

THANK YOU MY 9 FCUKOLOGISTS, I LOVE YOU ALL FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. SHOP TOGETHER, DROP TOGETHER. =]

as teary as i am typing this up, i can imagine our own formal night. bursts of laughters and hopefully there will not be bursts of tears. there's so much more i want to type, so much more i need to say but for now we'll leave things as it is. wait til the time comes and we'll say what we need to.

love with every little bit of my heart;
aisns | susie

Posted at 10/24/2006 11:42:57 pm by susie__liciOus
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